Saying Good-Bye

I don't know if anyone has ever had to do this but it was sort-of hard for me to do this...I told you all that Cory's mom was leaving to go live in New Mexico and that I was helping her pack so she could move...Well on Tuesday I wore my pants that I had everyone sign so Mom and Nane could sign them...When mom was signing them I almost cried because of what she put...She put "To my favorite girl Love Mom"...Now I am not that emotional when it comes to things like that but I did hold in the tears...When it was time to say bye to her I did want to leave her because she has done so much for me...It will be really odd not to go there and to hang out with every one...She left earlier on Wednesday morning...She was picking Luke up at the airport so he can go down with her...I am really going to miss Mom so much...I can't wait to go see her some time...

Krista is coming back home today...YAY...I get to see her and I am really happy...I was pissed at her though because she never did call me when she was gone...O well though I will see her probably on Friday at the drome...I will not know though until I go...That is if I am going or not...I am not sure if I want to go yet...If I do not get to see her then I will see her on Saturday at the party we are giving her at Sarah's house...

I did not only say good-bye to Mom but I am going to say bye to some of my old habits...I am changing...Slowly but I am changing...I am hoping that it works faster then it is right now...I will not know when I am good but someone will let me know when I am good...I can't wait until that day comes...I will be so happy...In the mean time I will just have to hold on tight I guess...I don't want to let go...I think that it would be a huge mistake if I let go...

I love you so much Cory and always will love you...I love you so much Cory...